pardon me for the long hiatus. been extremely busy.
i’m currently dead busy with something. i hope it’ll change my life. i hope i’ll have my awesome 2011. i know i will and im gonna make it happen, insyaallah.
in two months time, 2011 will be making its way into our lives. how time really flies. i cant believe it.
2010 has been alright. bittersweet, i must say. i graduated from school, i got my ‘dream job’ which is no longer a dream job to me, my sister got hitched and me getting a new brother in law, and of course the most amazing part of 2010 is knowing my other half. its gonna be almost a year and i hope as the years go by, i’ll still be with the same one.
i hope 2011 will be just like 2010 just that, i hope that… i can remove that one thing i hate in my life. and i think everyone knows what it is.
gahh, living with regrets.
as i sit here, with a cup of hot tea in my hand, on a saturday night, on my bed, all alone, i got reminded of what happened one week ago. i was with you, three days straight. and there was no arguments, no nothing. minor blips here and there but everything else was perfect. but one week later.. here i am, all lonely, swallowing the pain of missing you all my myself. and trying to forget what just happened.
if only you know how i feel. perhaps you never knew how much i love you for you to be able to assume such things.
like i’ve said, im not perfect, never have been perfect and will never be perfect.
i swear to God, despite all the hardship we’ve been through and will go through, i’m certain we’ll be rewarded in the end, i’m sure it’ll be all worth it. there’s no one else like you, i can’t love anyone else but you ):
this, was the very first time we met. the very first time he held my hand all night. the very first time he swooned me away.
ten months later, i am still in love with the same person. only much much deeper now.
i want you now ); the past two days was so short, i didnt feel it was enough. cant wait for the next few days. i hope you wont disappoint me again this time, love. cause only you can take all this tears away from me ):
i miss you, dear. i can’t help it anymore ):
